Pregnant not planned

Heather

Hi! I am a mom of four! DS is 11 DD will be 10 in a few weeks DS just turned 5 and DD recently turned 2! I did want another baby not now I’m a 31 DH is 43, I wasn’t even 100 percent sure I been on BC pills missed a few bam pregnant, stupid me. I’m so confused and have a vacation in Cali for Summer, hoping I can still go. My last pregnancy I had to be on makena shots to prevent my cervix to short and had my dd at 36 weeks so I’m sure I’ll have to have shots again.