I'm having a real hard time with the fact I feel like I'm not good enough for God to bless me with a daughter I have 5 boys nd two stepsons and every single person I know from friends to family has daughters and I don't want to hear oh u should just love your sons because I do its just hard to cope when even my mom has a 5 yr old daughter all I wanted was 1 girl nd now I'm 23 with 5 boys nd I spend majority of my day crying in the bathroom over a daughter I'll never have. It hurts nd I can't get over gender death is real