I was so excited getting my first positive, after ttc for 2 years and the thought of having my first child !So surprised but so happy. Unfortunately, it will be time to say goodbye. I had a cvs done, an extra chromosome was found, I decided to get a second opinion. I went to see another specialist, doctor found fluid increasing on the back of babys neck and back, and also fluid around babys kidneys. I was told baby would have heart problems and Most likely not survive at 20-25 weeks. Hubby and I decided to terminate this pregnancy due to just having so many complications, our decision together. So many people are totally against terminating (if you are don’t comment please). This is the most hardest choice I’ve ever made, and just so heartbreaking. My son will always be in my heart. 💙 i hope you first time mommys have a healthy healthy pregnancy, wish each and one of you the best!! Thought id share this since I dont have anyone to talk to about this! But please no negative comments im already broken. Mentally fucked up.