My boyfriend looks SO much younger than me...

So I’m 21 and he’s 19. Two years difference certainly isn’t much, BUT he looks considerably younger than me.

I am not aging well, I suffer from skin problems such as acne and my skin is very bad as a result. I also have PTSD and have lines and wrinkles from stress.

He is gorgeous. Gorgeous skin, gorgeous eyes and looks younger than 19, like he could pass for 16!!!

Now don’t get me wrong-this is NOT a sexual thing, I am incredibly turned on by him. It’s more of a self conscious thing. I don’t feel good enough for him.

We actually haven’t met yet. We met online and have been dating for nearly a year. We are due to meet this year and I’m scared that his expectations of me (physically) are so high and I’m so much older looking in person that it might turn him off. (EDIT: yes we do video chat!)

Am I being stupid?! Thoughts/advice/help welcome!!