So I am 32 weeks and weigh 203lbs.. that’s a 47lb weight gain

Is it too far gone for me to do anything?

I feel so depressed.

I’m going to gain so much weight by the time this baby comes and I just want to slow it down or be smarter.

I already have a plan in place:

When I get home from the hospital, take walks with the baby outside in my new neighborhood and learn my surroundings!

When I get the “OK” from the doctor I’ll be doing cardio classes 2-3 days a week and lifting weights at home 2-3 days a week.

I have a nutritionist that will be working with me once I give birth to get my diet in check and in order.

I know what to do after. I’m just worried. I’m DOUBLING what I should’ve gained and this just sucks.

Idk what I’m seeking.

Validation?

Other people who gained a shit ton, but lost it success stories (and not you overnight success stories!!!)

Told it’s okay?

If I tell anyone they just judge me and say it’s fine, but doesn’t really realize it’s bothering me. Immensely.

I’m still a small in maternity shirts, so that’s good. My breast haven’t grown, so that sucks. From the back I have some fat on my lower back and a small fat roll indent, but I genuinely look about the same as before. My face now has a double chin.