I’m beginning to see the negative effects of taking adderall every day in high dosages. The circulation in my legs is practically nonexistent. I sleep about two to three hours per night. I have lost thirty pounds and gained a bit of an eating disorder.

And yet day in and day out I find reasons to justify taking more pills. It has to stop but quite frankly I don’t know how to stop it when it’s the only thing I enjoy anymore. I’m so stupid.