Getting Close

I’m almost 38 weeks now and I’m getting so nervous! 😥 he can come anytime now! I’m as prepared as one can be both physically and mentally, but I’m still catching myself freaking out a little bit when I think about everything. I mean our lives are about to change in a huge way when we welcome our little guy into the world, so it makes sense why I’m so nervous. Just thinking about the whole thing like when the contractions start, being in the hospital, giving birth, my body afterwards, bringing him home, etc. My twin and I are the baby’s of the family so I never really had any experiences with babies, let alone newborns so it’s all brand new for me. I try not to think about it too much because my anxiety will start making me think of all the worst possible outcomes and stuff. Just needed to vent a little to calm my mind...as much as I can anyway 😅