I have been having a really hard time lately. My dad and I have such a bad relationship like we both litterly can’t stand each other. He calls me every name in the book and will be with me for a half hour and say he can’t deal with me like everything I say is dramatic or wrong or annoying and I’m not even talking about fighting like just trying to talk to him and have a relationship. My mom died a few years ago so that’s out. My sister is in a terrible relationship and just won’t leave so we fight all of the time bc she can’t even sit in the kitchen until 3am with her sister and best girlfriend with out him waking up and throwing a fit and litterly throwing and slamming things bc she’s not sleeping with him. So that just tells you how much she actually gets to go out and do things. I try to support her but apparently all I do is kick her while she is down and make everything worse and I’m a cunt for wanting to go to the movies with her? I just feel so alone and sad and mad and just finding it so hard to get up and out of bed and I try to be happy but it’s just so hard when someone is constantly putting you down and you don’t even want to be in your own house. I just want to smash something lol sorry for the rant, obviously don’t have anyone/anywhere else to get it out.