I’ll be having a good time and this friend of mine will come along a ruin it... it’s not like that all the time but this year I just don’t have the space or time that negative energy in my life.

ive been through so many things with this friend but when is it the right time to cut someone off? or at least create some distance...

I just don’t find the same enjoyment in being around them or talking to them anymore because they love to provoke me into fights. They even said so themselves... that they love to argue... and it’s the things that will definitely piss me off since they know me so well. I’m just tired of honestly.

Even though I bring up how i feel the person knows how to manipulate or the conversation and make me believe everything is my fault. They never learn! We’ve discussed our issues before but it’s like they forget and go back to how they used to act, all bitter.

This person loves to humiliate me but I always take them back because I don’t like being alone. BIG SIGH.

I don’t regret making this person my friend,

when it’s going good it’s going great. Like the best times ever. best memories. best talks. but when it’s bad :/

okay this really was a rant, I got a lot more to get off my chest but let me just calm down, I don’t want this to dwell on my mind and make my day sour.