I want to make my man feel good but I suck.

I can’t give him head because I start gagging because it grosses me out, I’ve tried so many times. Always to disappoint.

My hips are bad and being on top too long causes me pain to the point that sometimes I can’t even keep moving (he is much wider than me).

What do I do. He won’t say it but I know he is beyond bored with being on top. I want to please him so bad. He deserves it.