Pregnant again?

I had my period for the first time on January 1st, then had spotting when I was suppose to get my period again that lasted for an hour, I’m scared to take a pregnancy test or talk my so called family about it because let’s face it, I’m a single mom, no job, living in my moms house due to financial issues, I should’ve been smart about it but I thought breastfeeding would’ve stopped I guess I’m not that smart, def not smart to let him back into my life, possibly knocked me up again and ditched when I told him again! I want to get an abortion but I’m scared.. I haven’t told my family, I reached out to his family but they said “I don’t know what to say, I thought your relationship would get better after the baby but now it’s just awkward” yes that’s what they said! I’m so stupid :(