Pregnancy & Self-esteem

I’m a little over 9 weeks pregnant and need some help. I don’t know why I feel so hideous, I’m broken out, I’m bloated. I have slowly stopped going to gym and I can already tell or so I think that my body is changing way faster. I freak out whenever my SO even looks at another girls direction. He tries really hard but it doesn’t help. It’s me... I feel so disgusting and I can’t help but cry a lot of the time. I don’t feel the energy to do my makeup. Or even clean cook. I don’t know what’s wrong with me can someone please help. Give me tips anything that will help me