Since I’ve been diagnosed I can’t help but think of how I’m not ever going to be able to have the same sex life. How can I feel as sexy as be as freaky as I want with the man I end up with in the future. I feel like it’s going to make my sex life boring and not as enjoyable. Not only will I have to deal with telling a man this and hope they don’t run away but also not being able to be as sexual as I want ...it sucks!