Pregnancy feelings

Stephanie • I am a boy mom for sure! Hunter 8 and Konner 6. My husband and are currently expecting baby #3 . 8-31-19 🤰

Am I the only one even after hearing the heart beat always feel as if being pregnant is to good to be true? I am in constant fear I will loose her all the time. I’m 11.5 weeks I have had spotting off and on since finding out I was pregnant, I am just so scared I wanted her for so long. I don’t have a history of miscarriages. I want to know if this is a common feeling I never felt it in my other pregnancies.