Going on dates me so nervous.. not normal.

I can’t go on dates because I get too scared. I hate awkwardness. I cannot do it. I have struggled with anxiety my whole life but when I make plans for a date, it is a different kind of anxiety. I start to feel sick. My stomach gets upset, which sucks because we usually plan to get food. When I do force myself to do it, I don’t eat much. One guy even commented that I barely eat. Idk what to do😭 Please any tips