Would you leave him?

I went out on Friday for a girls’ night and had a lot to drink. (I usually have maybe 1 drink a month- just FYI- so it doesn’t take a lot to get me feelin’ it)

I came home and got cleaned up and climbed into bed. I fell asleep.

I woke up to my husband doing things to me that even if I was sober, he knows I’m not into. I thought I was dreaming at first, but when I realized what what going on I just froze. I couldn’t move. I just played dead. He eventually stopped and then just left the room and never came back.

He knows he fucked up. He’s apologized profusely and is begging for my forgiveness.

If we didn’t have a 1 year old, I think I would have left already.

I don’t know what to do.

Therapy/Counseling?

Take a break?

Thanks for your input!

Edit:

I should specify that it was not penetration with his penis.

And this has never happened before.