My boyfriend and I have been dating for almost 5years.

Our 5th anniversary is May 14th.

We have gone through our ups and downs, but have always worked through them. Making us stronger each time. He has been a great and wonderful father to my son, and is a great father to his kids, which he got custody of 4 years ago. (2months after we started dating)

But...

He is about to go away for a while which is not ideal and I am not ready for it. I know I have to be strong, not only for him but the kids as well.

Its killing me inside but I keep reminding myself it is not forever.

We jave been TTC for 3years, we have been pregnant before but ended in miscarriage.

That was really rough, especially because I was home and had to experience that. We were not even aware that I was pregnant until afterwards ;(

We are going to continue trying once he returns home, and also.....

Today, he just showed me even more why I love him so much, HE proposed!!!! 😁🥰🤩🤟💍💓

So I can look down at my hand anytime I want and think of him and what a wonderful and sweet man I have been blessed with in my life.

Ladies, keep my family and I in your prayers and hug and kiss them every chance you get.

P.S

All of my pillows and his shirts will be drenched in his cologne the moment he has to leave. 💋😘

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