Dreading Maternity Leave

I am absolutely DREADING maternity leave. Don’t get me wrong, I am so incredibly excited for my baby. However, I know the job I have is not what I want to do for the rest of my life. I can’t switch jobs again because I’m going to need insurance, and I have no idea what I want to do after this one. I’m already stressing because I work 9-6 with an hour lunch, but that’s pretty much a young kids whole day. I just wish I could find something to do from home that is actually sustainable so that I could stay home with him and still be able to provide. I’m not married, and likely won’t be until a year or so after Kristoff is born.

Anyone else feeling this way?