Raging hormones

Omg for the past 5 months every time it’s the week after my period my hormones have gone from 0-100 real quick 😂. It sucks even more since I’m single. I’ve tried masterbation but it gives temporary relief. I think I need penatrion lmao. I’ve never felt like this in my entire life. Before I don’t really crave for sex. Didn’t really care for it.but now it’s a whole different story. They say a women’s peak is supposedly in her 50’s so I guess my peak is early cuz I’m in my early 30s. My ex has been hitting me up for sex and I’ve been refusing it from him. I can’t stand him. I’d rather never have sex than to ever lay with him again. Before anyone says it, no I do not want sex toys either. Who can relate? Anoynone? Anyone? 😂