I Cried 😢😢

I wrote the post earlier about reaching my peak. I reached my peak this morning according to 2 Clearblue digitals and a easy @home strip. I Prearranged with my donor 2 weeks ago for this week. I get there and he tells me he is only able to donate today. I cried so hard. He donated today but I keep reading that between today and the next 48 hours is crucial and if possible to inseminate those days as well. I took the donation that was given but I cried my eyes out. I was so disappointed. I don’t want to see another month with a negative hpt. If I had known I would have reached out to another donor. I’m so sad now. I think my chances are ruined 😢😢💔