In 2016 I had a miscarriage. I just found out about a week ago I’m pregnant again! I got so excited even though it was unplanned and I just assumed my boyfriend was excited to. Until he told me he thinks I should get an abortion. He has valid reasons why, we are not in a position for a baby right now. But for me it’s my rainbow baby. I don’t want an abortion but my whole life is doing things to make other people happy, so I told him I would. I also told him I couldn’t be with him after, it would hurt too much. And he still stuck with his decision. I’m losing two people I love at once. I’m hurting so bad.