Forced abortion

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So my boyfriend is trying to force me to get an abortion, saying I trapped him and it’s my fault I’m pregnant . And how I better enjoy him while he’s around cause he leaving soon . So idk how to feel. I’m quite surprised I’m not crying . I’ve had 2 abortions already that he forced me to do . First ones were twins @ 10 weeks & 2nd time was @ 6 weeks . I told him if I got pregnant again that I’m keeping it because I’m tired of doing things his way. Im kinda numb at this point . Can I get some advice on this ?