Just a little vent session...😕

So I thought I was finally ok... It has been 6 months since I miscarriages at 12 weeks... Came to terms with it and the fact there will be no rainbow baby the father was not supportive in my decision to keep it so yeah... Anyway... I've learned to live with it I've stopped obsessing over... Truly happy ( and maybe a slight bit jealous) for the people around me announcing their pregnancies ... And what happens today.... I get a giant box of infant formula in the mail since my due date is around the corner.... It was all I could do to not fall apart in the middle of the street.... I gave it to my mom to give to the church .... Sigh.... Thanks for listening...  I figured if anyone understood it would be y'all... 😢