Gotta get this off my chest...

15 weeks. Definitely have a bump, but, it’s not yet a cute one. I just feel fat. And I always feel tiered no matter how much sleep I get. I feel emotionally drained and what’s worse is that before this pregnancy I lost my firstborn to miscarriage. I loved my baby so much and I still miss her deeply. And now this time around somehow I just don’t feel that bond to my baby. I’m not obsessed with the child growing inside of me. This really worries me. Has anyone else experienced something similar where ur not enjoying being pregnant. Your body is changing and you feel like you barely recognized the body standing in front of u in the mirror. Where pregnancy takes a toll on your love life... looking for some support. I need to know that it will get better. Thanks ladies. ❤️❤️