Religion, really need some help here...

Nicole
Ok so I have always believed in Jesus Christ and God and things that relate to the Bible but I've never been a DIE HARD Christian....I've prayed at night/give my thanks to God and many other things....but here lately I've been veering away from Him and I feel like it's not the right thing to do....I'm going through a really tough time and I just feel like God or whoever isn't helping or even WANTS to help because it's one thing after the next...I keep telling myself what I'm going through doesn't mean He doesn't care....but it's not working. I can't understand the love God has for humanity and I just want to give up everything. The belief of God and that he ACTUALLY loves me...so my question here is...what can I do/what do I need to do to get God and Jesus Christ back in my life and be 100% all the time