Yesterday I went in for my 19 week check up, it was nothing like my 11 week check up. Things were not all that great. My fiancé and I were told that are little one has a genetic/chromosome defect, her one eye is not growing like the other and she has extra skin on the back of her neck, my platena (sorry it’s probably spelt wrong) is close to my cervix &’ she has fluid in her lungs. I cried for a good 1-2 hours, because it would be different raising sophia with disabilities compared to how I raised my son. Today, I was able to tell myself no matter how she comes out she will be the most beautiful baby girl I have ever seen and went and bought her a cute pink outfit.