Excited, Scared, Worried.

Shalom

So I am a work oriented person, I love to work. I didn't think I could a stay at home mom, so until 3/4 thru out my pregnancy, I had a job. Well I had my baby and I love my son so much. I've formed a low level of separation anxiety. His dad isn't a lot of help, doesn't believe he can help, so that leaves the grandparents and I'm worried they'll steal all of my babies moments but they're good people... So it's just me being me.

I've recently acquired a new job, it's a gas station job and it's on the weekends and I'm waiting to hear from another employer who I will be working for 3 days a week. Which clicks with my other job and the possibilty of me going to CNA classes later in march.

Can I get some positive comments? I'm so worried and excited.

Edit: Nothing? Not even a little uplifting comment??? Ouch