Feel lonely

I hardly ever ask anyone besides my mom or husband to watch my five month old and my so called two best friends say don’t hesitate to ask for help and the one time I ask for help they say that I need to make my husband step up and help out ... mind you I’m sick as hell and need to get to urgent care bc I couldn’t stop throwing up and couldn’t even drink water... my husband worked third the night before and had to work third the day I asked for help so now I am feeling lonely bc I can’t even ask my so called best friends for help