Depression level 100

So. I have miscarried twice in the last 4 months. My hubby is done he literally said hes throwing in the towel and doesn't want a baby anymore. He is so scared he wont even have sex with me on my nonfertal days. I told him we could use condoms. His reply : nope they break. I told him i can go on the pill : nope you could forget. Ive been on depo and it failed before and i miscarried and the implants were horrible (both kinds)