Feeling down about body 🥺

Can I just say I’m 27 weeks pregnant and I started this pregnancy about 160 pounds so for me that’s about 30 pounds overweight. I’m 5’4... I’ve gained a total of 10 pounds so far at my last appointment which was 26 weeks. I’ve been eating horrible this pregnancy and it’s so hard to help it but I know that I need to. Just hoping I’ll be able to lose it quickly. Just having the blues right now about myself and can’t help it because I felt this way about myself before I even got pregnant in the first place. I’m not even sure the amount I should gain in total but I know for sure in the end the baby has to at least be 7 pounds of it and then there’s fluids and everything too. Just a random rant! I know annoying! 😂