Scared af

I’m scared to have kids especially hearing horror stories in the delivery rooms. I can’t sleep so it’s hard to breathe. I have anxiety that I won’t be a great mom or will just fuck everything up. Before I have kids I want to make sure I am healthy enough to carry and deliver them safely. That means no sexual diseases or health problems.

I’m not pregnant now but I just worry that I

Am not healthy enough for it. I’ll have to ask a doctor next time I go home or something