Sister in law’s new baby - help me cope!

Hi girls,

Some emotional and practical support needed tonight! My sister-in-law just gave birth to her second baby. She’s three years younger than me, and we have been trying ever since she had her first, two years ago. I’m so happy for her but just wish so so much that it would happen for us too. It hurts my heart. I think we are supposed to go and see the new baby this weekend, and I can’t imagine being able to get through it without starting to cry (which would be embarrassing for all of us). What shall I do? How can I cope with this better? Any advice would be very gratefully received! Xxxx