ABHAHAH..

so I have divorced parents and it is February break. I like to stay at my moms Hous more just because idk I guess it feels better. Anyway I came to my dads house and I am very much a homebody and would be content reading a book or watching a movie, playing games chilling ect. So my dad just said that from Thursday- Sunday 4 FREEKING DAYS, we are going to go see our cousins. So one that is hard because sometimes it can be uncomfortable to be around them because you feel like you can’t just really be yourself and they are judging and my cousin and I used to be close but we aren’t really anymore and it is just awkward. Plus I just don’t want to leave home and would rather be spending February vacation doing what I want because it is one of the only times we get to relax and do what we want. At my moms house I can do what I want but at my dads it is kinda hard to do that. I am 14 btw. Any advise?? And it is hard bc when I’m away and I get one txt from my mom I will turn into a cry baby.. lol. So yah sorry to vent so long but yah.