Scared to take a test

Does anyone ever feel scared to take a test? My period is due in a few days, and i could take a Clearblue early detection test but I’m scared it will be negative so I’d sort of rather have a few days of hoping, if that makes sense?

I had a negative last month just winging it, so this last cycle I used a the clearblue digital ovulation test which had me feeling very anxious as I had 9 days of high ovulation before I finally got the peak static face. I conceived my three year old on my first cycle and we really want to add to our family. I’m just nervous to take the test!