Planned 3rd cesarean

Mothers who are c section only when were your c sections preformed, my first was 10 days late ended up in a emergency c and my second was at 39 on the dot, with this pregnancy I have struggled so much with spd and mentally emotionally that I could cut this baby out myself I feel like every day that passes by I'm more and more defeated,like I'm struggling to care for my other children because I'm in constant pain from spd and my belly being huge and feeling bruised along with having bigger children grow inside me, I have a drs appointment today to talk about my options but I'm not a depressed person I've never been medicated and I know once baby is born I'll go back to myself I'm currently 36+5 and feel like the 22 days left I wont make it without completely losing myself