Just posting because I feel like shit.

My bff of 15 years blew me off because her new boyfriend doesn’t like me.

Wtf man. I thought we were closer than that. But the more thought I put into it the more I’m seeing shit and I’m so fucking hurt.

I ended friendships with people for saying bad things about this girl and all the reasons they gave me for not liking her have turned out to be true.

I’m fucked up right now man. She was legit my friend simply because I do hair.

For 15 fucking years I’ve been her DD and hair stylist and that’s all apparently.

I helped her through all her shit. And I called her because I was in the hospital and she just texted me “that sucks”

She called me 4 days later saying her man pushed her if I could drive to get her and I packed my kids and drive the hour drive to her and when i was 1/2 way there she calls and says they made up and not to show up at their house because he doesn’t like me and I’m not allowed.

Seriously feeling pitiful.

I LEFT THE RELATIONSHIP OPEN BECAUSE I THINK SHES BEING ABUSED. I’m not the devil I’m just sick of being treated as badly as she is.

Maybe she’s abusing me to