Venting, long and need to get this out...

Where to start?!...

2017 on thanksgiving my boyfriend and i, announced that we we're going try for a baby. I have pcos so its a big thing and lots issues in trying. Everyone was very excited. Also that day my brother did a proposal. I already had some red flags about this women. But he loves her.

Anyway someweeks later we were all sitting around table. My brothers and our significant others. Just chatting away.

My sister in law normally stays quiet unless she wants one up me or someone.

My other brother noticed's it and he also has issues with her. They use to live in a apartment all together and caught her stealing from him. But he didnt say anything becuz they were moving out.

Anyway around table, Out of no where she said " you 2 are really trying to have baby". I said yes. She said "how sweet." it just seem awkward because we werent even on a topic of babies. It was very random.

next month shes pregnant. My brother and her did a huge announcement.

I was happy for them of couse. But later in a hall way, leaving the bathroom, she stopped me. "we were trying, i cant believe it." i just smiled "thats cool, you guyz never told me. when we were all talking around table". She just walked away and said "hmmm."

I went up to my brother " you guyz never told me, you 2 were trying". He started laughing "we werent silly, it just happen".

I was shocked and my other brother just kind changed subject to easy things over.

Later in month she pretty much forced him to get married at court house. The whole family didnt know until that day. My brother was nervous and even told my mom "im not sure if i should do this". Of couse his prego fiance step in the convo and swayed him. She put his had on her tummy and said "whats best for baby". I was blown away, i decline to sign as a witness. Which started little conflict between my brother and i.

Theres other things, she does. She knows what shes doing.

My brother started a new job right when they started dating. Hes making lots and lots of money. Also the way she acts, is something my brother hates in women. The statment love is blind is so true.

I went to visit them, most like my mother wanted me to send over mail.. Theh dont have much baby stuff, and shes always posting new jewelry and other stuff. When she does get baby stuff she tags me in pictures. If your trying wouldnt you have lots baby stuff and what not.

Idk what to do when baby comes. I want to go but shes already being little over top with baby stuff around me. My mother was even saying that she noticed how she shoves baby stuff in my face. I want be there for my niece, but not her. Uhggg