Don’t feel like a mom

haira

So had my baby girl on 2/21/19 and since having my c section she’s been in the nicu due to inhaling her own stool. While I’m there she had some seizures cause unknown yet, since they can’t do an mri until shes off the vent and all the other machines. All I’ve been doing is making medical decisions and i don’t feel like a mom and I hate it so much to see my baby girl suffering. I just can’t wait to hold her in my arms