Idk how to do it.

For some back story,

We are expecting baby #2.. which seems to make this much harder. I love this man so much, but I've realized I've been try to force something to work when it just isnt meant to be. He talks to me with such disrespect sometimes no matter how many times I address it. I am someone who craves attention and romance, whereas thats something he despises. I'm just tired of feeling like im settling.

To make things even more complicated, we are in the process of moving to a home we are renting. Im really at a loss as to what to do. I'm hoping we can maybe have a roomate situation for awhile.. im not sure.

Part of me wants to keep trying to make it work, at least until baby #2 gets here and we can see where we are at at that moment.

I just don't want to feel mistreated anymore.