So this last month I’ve been totally psychotic. And after I missed my period, I knew exactly why. I took a test a week after my expected period. It was positive before I was even done peeing on it, in the middle of the afternoon. I miscarried in September and am just praying that this pregnancy is good. I’ve been nauseas and now have a cold that’s basically just being clogged up by mucus and coughing from trying to get phlegm out lmao 😂

I told my boyfriend over FaceTime since he won’t be home till Thursday, I found out on Wednesday and it was confirmed by my doctor Friday morning. I thought I would be thrilled, and trust me I am happy about this, but I just feel it’s not as exciting as my first pregnancy because I have so much sadness over anything bad happening...