Found out I'm pregnant at 7 weeks and used drugs
I didn't know I was pregnant, we actually tried for years and it never happened and I got so frustrated and depressed... and I lost 2 very close friends at the same time and I am so ashamed and went down a bad path and I did MDMA and I smoked Meth once (very stupid I know... I was just so eager to feel any form of happiness even though I knew it wouldn't last that way...)
I found out I was pregnant at 7 weeks and as soon as I found out I stopped everything right then but I used within the first few weeks when I didn't know...
I am 100% clean but I'm so nervous and scared and I have been honest with my doctor and see a therapist and group. I have no desire to use, thankfully it was a short enough span where I wasn't addicted just an active user but I'm doing everything I can to prevent any future issues...
Will my baby be okay? :( I feel like the biggest piece if sh!t... I just never thought atfter trying for so long it would happen then... (And yes same guy the whole time zero doubt who the father is)
I know I'm going to get bashed but I needed to get this out...
I just wanted to add again that my doctor knows everything and I've signed myself up for therapy, group, and parenting workshops for other people with the same concerns at a local center. It's just killing me I was so reckless :( I'll never forgive myself.
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