don’t get me wrong i know they want what’s best for me, and want me to succeed. but this is getting out of hand. i can’t do crap around here without someone being up my butt accusing me of doing something wrong. i mean for god’s sake i’m 17 and i just now got to go on a one on one date with my boyfriend (that she knew of. i’d been going without telling her) because she thought i was “gonna sneak off and have sex”.

it’s so annoying. or like last night she dug in my wallet that i had laying on the counter and i had some cigarettes in there that i was holding FOR A FRIEND last night and i forgot to give them back. (i don’t smoke nor do i drink) and god forbid. now i’m in trouble but she was the one who dug in MY WALLET ! the only reason i’m not leaving when i turn 18 is because they said if i live at home they will pay for my college. but as soon as i’m done you best believe IM OUT !

like i get it “oh little mommy knows best. she’s trying to protect me. bla bla bla”

all this makes me wanna do is leave. it’s so frustrating. and everyone always just yells and UGG i just wanna enjoy my life. i’m about to be a senior. i’ve never been to a party (and i don’t even wanna go) i don’t drink. smoke. do drugs. my sister had more freedom and she drank and god high all the time. my mom even let her stay the night at her boyfriends house. I CANT EVEN DO THAT WHEN HIS WHOLE FAMILY INVITES ME TO STAY WITH ALL OF THEM ON A DAY CAMPING TRIP.

like i am so annoyed i just want to leave.