In complete and utter shock need advice quick

Mandy • 💏2012 🎀👶🏼1/10/14👼🏻+👼🏻+👼🏻+👼🏻2019👼🏻6/30/19,👼🏻5/31/20

Ok so me and hubby have been ttc baby #2 since April we conceived 4 times in a row and lost everyone of them 2 chemicals and 2 mcs. My last one was September 28th and since then we’ve had nothing at all, I started giving up on it ever happening and was so depressed because of all the angles we lost one right after the other I was a train wreck. I started drinking A LOT a whole bottle of peach schnapps a night granted it’s only %15 alcohol but still. I last drank Friday night then this morning I woke up puking my guts out and my boobs were killing me, my last period was January 30th and I always have 28 day cycles so my af is due in 4 days. I decided to take a test and got a faint positive and so I went and got a first response and just got this! I’m horrified that my baby may be affected by all the drinking I’d done. I’d given up we were no longer trying I didn’t expect to get pregnant at all. I’m so scared we have wanted this so badly and went through so much heart ache with this process I’m so scared we’ll loose this one to because I drank or that our baby will be affected because of it. I’m calling my ob first thing tomorrow morning to get seen and have my progesterone checked and make sure I don’t need supplements or have a blood clotting problem since our last loss happened cause a mass of blood and tissue pushed the baby out please help me calm down someone anyone