I didn't have a baby shower and depressed about it..

This is my 2nd pregnancy I lost the first one so this current one is particularly special to me. I wanted to experience the baby shower and everything seems like none cares for me only to be noisey about my pregnancy. I made a baby registry and also, didn't receive any gift am I being selfish? Or is this normal to feel this way. I just seen alot of pregnant people having amazing showers and all these grateful things and I just wish I have experience this..