Trigger warning...im so confused right now

I'm the 11th January the day my period was due I took a hpt (digital said 1-2 weeks) and got a +. 3 days later my doc did two more tests and both were + albeit still faint but definatley visible. 3 days later I took another digital and 2 line tests and all 3 came up + (6 + on total). Couple days later I started spotting...didn't show on pad and was only when I wiped and lasted 1.5days. My doc and maternity ER said unless I'm bleeding heavy n filling a pad m cramping then it's ok. I started getting bad nausea and pains on my boobs which lasted until I was 9+5 weeks..nausea stopped..boobs still sore. 10 weeks I went the toilet and there was red blood on tissue...i went to the ER and they did a urinr test only and it came bk negative...i was told I wasn't pregnant anymore. I continued to bleed lightly but was only visible on tissue...the next day I started to bleed onto pad...2 pads in 24 hours and neither were full of blood. No where near like a normal period for me. The next day I wore the same pad for almost 24 hours and there wasn't much blood on it as I was now just spotting when I wiped. That was Thursday and Friday...saturday I spotted a small bit when I wiped and then it stopped and The nausea has returned. My doc said if I had a missed miscarriage I should be cramping and bleeding heavy....im not..my head is so messed up! I've to go to what should be my first midwife app on Thursday which wud have put me at 11 weeks n discuss it all with her and then go for my scan the following week at almost 12 weeks to see if there is nething in my womb. I just need this to be over...hospital won't scan me before then because they have no proof I was pregnant....so I'm just waiting around to see if I'm gonna start bleeding again but heavier in few days or what...