I have wanted to be a mom as long as I can remember. For the past several years all I wanted was to finally have a baby. Being pregnant was like a dream just out of reach. Well now I am 14 weeks. And I just had a freak out panic moment. Being pregnant is for the birds 🤣 I'm so sick I have lost 10lbs. I'm exhausted and can't sleep, random pains hit me all the time. Then I thought about my baby, the size of a troll doll. Moving around, making faces and being awesome. And I'm like omg a tiny person is moving inside me living their life and I can't even feel them, but it's in me doing stuff! It's weird as hell to think about. I am so thankful to be pregnant and I love our baby. But living the dream a whole other reality.