I have always wanted children. I knew that once I started having children I wanted to have them be close in age. I had my daughter at 24 and immediately wanted to try for baby number two. My husband unfortunately didn't share my enthusiasm. But that did change my desire to increase our family. Fast forward 4 years and now he is ready. I've been waiting for this moment for what seems like forever. We have been trying for a couple months without success. I thought this month would be a bfp. Unfortunately that wasn't the case and I was crushed. I cried all day  yesterday. To make matters worse my niece was born yesterday and I found out I wasn't pregnant. Not that I am not excited for my family. It just hurts when it's what you want too.  My mind is consumed with thoughts of another baby. I'm thinking about stopping for a while. Congrats to all those you got that bfp and fold luck to all those who are trying!!