I'm 33 weeks, FTM...I'm super emotional and lost. I'm miss my family, my sister, my mother and my dad... I constantly worry about their well-being.They won't be coming for my delivery because of visa issues. My husband and my in-laws will be there.

My husband is caring but gets too closed off, doesn't help with cleaning the house or random grocery trips. He sees that I struggle but asking if I'm okay is enough for him. I just say I'm okay even when I am not. Because it won't change anything....maybe one day he'll be good. I do the laundry, fold his clothes which he can't even put inside and whatever drops out stays there till I pick it up.

I have been married for 2 years, my relations with my in laws are fine mostly because I am not an argumentative person. But I never feel at ease or at home with them around. I feel I'm being judged..

Recently I feel im loosing my bond with my husband, we have just been intimate twice in 2 months... Plus I don't feel connected to him. He doesn't notice it. Or feels the need to put in any effort.

Im scared of childbirth, I'm scared I don't have family support. I'm scared of how life will be after. I smile and I say I'm fine but I am not.