First pregnancy I would have been 6 months by now (it was an ectopic), I have two friends (they are sisters) that are pregnant too they are 6 to 5 months. Second pregnancy lost it at 7weeks. today I would have been 9 weeks pregnant, and as I’m dealing with my second miscarriage I find out that my sister is pregnant too (she is due June) , she was keeping it a secret bc she felt bad for me for my first miscarriage (we would have been almost the same if I didn’t have lost mine :(.... im happy for them but at the same time so jealous (nobody nows about my second miscarriage) .and to top it off I have a sister in law (she don’t like me ) I don’t either. She doesn’t even talk to my husband bc of me...we had our problems.. this weekend I found out that she is pregnant too she is around 2 to 3 months.... I know I don’t supposed to think or fell like this but I do bc she did bad things to me, I fell angry 😠 but sad at the same time.. I mean she was the mean one in the story and now she is pregnant and not me..... anyone out feeling the same, how can I deal with things like this I fell so sad bc I want a baby and I’m not pregnant.. I now it may sound stupid but I fell like I want to get pregnant ASP again just bc I want to be pregnant like them.. but at the same time I don’t bc I want to heal nicely, give it time, I don’t want to end up pregnant quick and then miscarriage..

& I’m sorry i don’t no where to put this post , I just had to write it somewhere, I just hope I’m not the only one thats been trough this