Well, the deed has been done.

Ya girl finally lost her V-Card! Im 21 one and I’m so happy I waited until I was confident and comfortable enough with not only myself and my body, but my partner too.

When I read that it would hurt, I didn’t realize how BAD it would hurt. Omg. But my partner didn’t try and shove it all in their and force it, he went as deep as I could handle it without being in pain. It wasn’t awkward at all for me, everything was comfortable and I couldn’t have wanted to lose it any other way.

Now for round 2. WOWZA. This time around I could handle alllllllllll of it. My entire body was shaking from start to finish. He would do this thing where he would rotate and push all the way in me, anyone else know what I’m talking about? That move is Heaven. And it was nice cuz we’d have little short convos in between and laugh. When I tell you it was perfect, it was perfect.

But he told me he loved me MID STROKE. I’ve known him since 7th grade, and we just started talking for a couple of weeks and only been dating for 3 days. He said I’m really easy to fall in love with. Is this ridiculous or should I just, go with it? I do have a love for him, but I’m not in love in love with him, ya know? I could see myself having everything with him tho. So it’s not bad, but I’m just confused.